13 May 2008

May #13

I've never had a greater love,
nor one that hurt so much.
I've never had a better boy,
nor one who's taken so much.
But I've never been as painful,
as in this relationship,
and I've never been as needy
or as willing to give.
So I have to know,
it's give and take,
and right now,
I'll do the taking.
But there's only so much
til I bleed him dry,
and it's selfish
to even try.
So I've got to move,
and be happy myself,
instead of depending on others.
But in the meantime,
I've still got his love,
no matter how hard it might feel.

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