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need to say this and don't have anywhere to post it

i get angry at him when he implies i'll get over you, like you're some sort of childish toy that i'll forget within minutes of losing you from sight. i get really angry. my feelings are legitimate, deep, strong, and steady. he dismisses them out of hand to make himself feel better. i love him like a dog loves his fucking master's best friend, for christ's sake, and he's too dumb to realize that or even know what that means. fuckit.